In my dreams

In my dreams I saw you
You were so close to me
We were so happy
But now it’s all gone
And I stay still
Down on my knees
I was deceived
By my own illusions
My wildest dreams
Drowning in delusion
So far away
From it all
And all is turning black
I’m trapped in the dark
Will it ever come back
No, no one knows
No one can tell
For dreams can come true
But require to go through
So much pain
All is lie
All can die
At once
And vanish
Slip between fingers
Like the sand
Of the hottest desert
And the forgotten lands
Of despair and death
Of the death of faith
And down on my knees I am
And all is turning black
I’m trapped in the dark
Will it ever come back
Will it ever be true
Will I ever go through…

(c) Aurore Ciholas

Monday 22h20

Follow you in death

No one can block me
I’m on my way
Nothing can keep me away
From you
Except myself
I miss you but
I’ll be following you in death
Because you’re all I have
And those memories we had
Are engraved in my brain
And stain my spirit
With the color red,
Of passion,
And now you’re dead
And it’s all over,
Yeah, all over,
So I’ll be following you in death
Now and forever…

(c) Aurore Ciholas

Wednesday 11h35
I was listening to “Even in death” by Evanescence.

Mind astray

In my dark room
Waiting for the rain to stop
My heart filled with despair,
Hopes you will return,
And take me away
From the pain I’m feeling
The dark clouds gathering
Brought by the foul wind
Coming from the seemingly
Bottomless sea…
Where the nightmares
Of some dead love-stories roams
Haunting the human soul
Tearing it apart,
To bits…
Until no piece of it
I stand, hoping for better days,
Looking a that dark sky
When the moon finally rise…
And leaves my mind astray…

(c) Aurore Ciholas

Tuesday 15-03-2011

The memory remains

Sometimes I just wanna sit and cry
‘Cause the memory of your face
Still remains in my head
I don’t know what to do
I would like to get through
I want to be with you…
So I try to tell myself
That it’s better this way
But the memory remains
I can’t push it away…

(c) Aurore Ciholas

Monday 15-11-2010

Neverending loneliness

I have the darkness, painful within me
Solitude and pain, are devouring me
I can’t seem to find, a way to ease me
Everything is dark since you have left me
And only the dark is embracing me
Leaving me so cold
How can that be ?
In the dark, chained, by my own despair
My own delusions and desecrations
And what once, was also my air ?
I was such a fool
To believe I could…
Now I’m such a wreck
Only all in sweat
I can’t seem to find
Some way out and calm…

(c) Aurore Ciholas

Thursday 21-10-2010

If you were mine

I made you be my friend
But my nights oh they’re so lonely
If you could cross the line again
I’d be happy
If only you were mine,
I wouldn’t have to cry…

(c) Aurore Ciholas

monday 4-10-2010