Torn 2

Finally, after two full years of not drawing (I’ve been writing, working on “Demonic Encounter”…I can’t be everywhere, I guess. ^^) I’ve decided to kind of “redo” this picture :…

I’ve used this photo as a reference :…

This is the exact same character on these two pictures. She is my persona and has gone through many names and changes at this point. I used to call her “Jyn”, “Sun-Shynn”, then “Lùnsheynn” (it has become her middlename in my headcanon), then I’ve settled on the name “Dorys”, which is my third name (just replace the “y” with a “i”), and I think this will be her last name change.

Let me know what you think of it. :)

Artwork, Dorys, and her species (Wyldaeren) (c) Aurore “MetalFeline” Ciholas.
Do not use, edit, redistribute, make profit (and so on) without my written permission.


Closed gate

What you have done to me
Has left me angry
For the rest of my days
Feel my pain
Flowing through your veins
Your damned life will end soon
Don’t you worry
I’ll be your caretaker
I know you don’t recognize me
’cause you’re bleeding
And your screaming
Far away from me
In your loneliness
All alone and so far
But I can still feel
I can still touch you
I can kill you and you know it
You know how it works
You damn know how it works
Cause you’ve been
Doing the wrong things to me
Now it’s time to feel my rage
Time of dying
To feel this harsh pain
Flowing through your veins
There is no means
To save your damned soul
Cause the karma returns
The karma returns
And you can’t escape
Through a closed gate
You walked away
A long time ago
And you can never go back
Oh yeah, never get back near me
You don’t belong here anymore
So just stay here or run away
Before your blood
Runs out all of your veins
And your soul escapes
And throws itself
Against the closed gate

(c) Aurore Ciholas

saturday 19h09

The escape

Let me escape
I don’t want to be your prisoner,
No, no longer
I’m strong enough now
So leave me alone
And forget me
For once and
For all
You can’t capture my soul
Don’t want to see your face anymore
I won’t carry the fault
No more
No more
I won’t be blamed instead of you
Oh no
I’m running away
Far away from you now
You can’t keep me in a cage
No, no longer
‘Cause I know now better
Than this life I lived
This burden I used to lift
I needed you, but you left me on my own
How can I forgive you now
When you refuse to see
You are blind to me
You don’t dare to move
Too bad, you will lose
I used to bury my feelings
Now I don’t want no more, no
I can’t be tamed any longer
For I know now better
Than this life I used to live
This burden crushing my spine
Down, down, down,
I won’t be no more
No more
I’m running away
From the pain
From you
No I can’t be tamed
Leave me be
I have chosen to be free

(c) Aurore Ciholas

friday 14h40

Torn between

Torn in between
My soul ripped apart
By those words so heavy
And evil so smart
The spirit of death
The dance in the fire
Which burns all in hell
And heaven alive
In between two worlds
Being torn apart
My life without worth
It wouldn’t hurt to part

(c) Aurore Ciholas

Friday 02-03-2012

Mirror of agony

Hear me roar
I’m the keeper of nightmares
The watcher with no stare
The roamer of the night
The killer of the light
Keep on walking my friend
Take me where you dare
My broken blood runs through your veins
Looking in the eyes of each other in pain
I’m like you
You’re like me
A mirror of agony

© Aurore Ciholas

20 may 2009 (wednesday) 00h35

Safe in my arms

My heart, open
All my tears,
Falling for you
My soul,
Just because,
For you, I feel
This pain so real
Everyday hurts,
Everyday dies,
I so wish you’d be
Safe in my arms…

© Aurore Ciholas

Monday 27 April 2009 22h30(?)
I was thinking of a friend who is dear to me when writting this. =)

Je pensais à un ami que j’aime bien quand j’ai écris ça. =)

Left behind

I’m always the one, left behind,
I’m always the one, roaming in this town
Like a shadow at night
I don’t make any sound
I don’t feel pain anymore
But the anger is still within…
I want to see your blood run down
I want to feel what’s in
Don’t feel so safe…
I can show you what it’s all about
I’ll never give it all anymore
Because I’m the one who’s left behind
For revenge’s sake…
My dear friend…
I’ll hunt you down
And watch you die ’till your last breath…

(c) Aurore Ciholas

Saturday 25 october 2008